HEROIN VS COCAINE

he spoke on songs i wrote about my cousin/
im ready to ship you out but we still here fussin/
cussin at em ready for killin his last goal/
to stand on his own two well i support you/
i support two fully blown drug addicts/
back at it tah catchin a rap detachmatic/
bailed you out i even tailed you out/
test my love kid and i will fail you out/
pale and outta love i can share without/
dare to shout ya name but im scared in doubt/
i cant make it thru another one of these days/
without the sharades the pain is deep n cant stay/
i cant push this outta ya system/
so heres the same knife i was cuttin my wrist on/
you see the teeth on it it cuts deep dont it/
strong as i stand im still weak to the d zonin/
nightmares about the times we shared/
but i was spared and im happy tah death that im still here/
i still fear the power it holds over the ones close to me/
im still reading ya notes to me/
far away but im holdin you close to me/
dream that your dead and im feelin you pass thru me/
i cant wait till you get ya head striaght/
look at the deathrate im stuck wit the dead wieght/
the song about my cousin he love it but act cool/
but what you didnt know the best song was about you/

HEROIN mind body and soul watch ya heart flat line fat lines of
COCAINE white powder or hard snoot up watch ya heart shoot up bags of
HEROIN i used to sell it in tons a bag or a bun a sleeve make ya wanna breathe
COCAINE cooked in a raw form but far from an art form sniff bags of
HEROIN

i got no fight left the pain of a tight chest/
cleaning a slight mess my hands are pipeless/
my hands are mournsome from all of the boredom/
retard diddle dee but never was born dumb/
i stand by and i watch you suffer/
treat you the same way that you got my mother/
high to the low from the down to the upper/
he gets up to get down when allowing another/
to takin a fall for you she givin it all for you/
and you got aluminum dreams tin foil/
the stove boils to crack in a coffe pot/
over the counter top im bleedin in the backdrop/
both dying inside but trying to live/
but tryin is slim when you high and relyin on him/
vitamins trim the wieght when you lookin to cut/
tooken enough shookin when i enter the ruff/
bookin a flight he's cookin in the air of the night/
repairing the same glare that's impairin my sight/
pop you know im here and im makin a move/
but i respect you and bless you to settle the booze/
please god if you could give him the strength/
show him the good life just to give him a taste/
then you can see why ya boy do what he did/
you still up in ya room high lickin ya lips/
sick of the shit twisted off evictin the crib/
livid as quick as thinkin jus to quit when you slip/shit/
i dont wanna leave but i cant breathe/
another second move outta deppression/
in agression testin my last stand holdin the mans hand/
or die in the same place where flippin my trans am/
pullin outta the car healin another scar/
look up in the sky not wishin upon a star/
when i blink im back in the first grade/
this was a dark stage for me at a sharp age/
steamin out of his pipe mom screamin about her life/
thru beatins out of the night she cheatin u outta spite/
think about what you strickin you did to us/
the trickery fool two us but leavin you so clueless/
the silverstone got you outta your zone/
but alicia wanna treat you like a fag wit a bone/
slammin the phone the man that i examined is gone/
grabbin a cone from softy but the arrogance prone/
manage my own the young boy the man is now grown/
missin you right but let you know im livin my life

HEROIN mind body and soul watch ya heart flat line fat lines of
COCAINE white powder or hard snoot up make ya heart rate shoot up bags of
HEROIN i used tah sell it in tons a bag or a bun a sleeve make you wanna breathe
COCAINE cooked in a raw form but far from an art form sniff bags of
HEROIN

I WROTE THIS SONG A WEEK BEFORE MY BROTHER DIED ITS CRAZY HOW WORDS COME TO LIFE DONT TAKE THIS SONG THE WRONG WAY ITS MEANT TO INSPIRE
YOU TO STOP DOING DRUGS AND DESIRE LIFE - SPITTY CRACK AKA RANDY SAVAGE